An atrial flutter is an irregular heartbeat - something I seem to have lately. Oh, maybe not in terms of my physical body. I'm sure my heart is fine. But something inside my soul jumps and turns and BEATS with a yearning for everything I wanted all my life, but put aside for the sake of what needed to be done.
So now I'm 61, retired, poor as a churchmouse, and generally happy. I retired last December because of various minor health issues that was making it difficult to work. All my busy, busy life I planned to write someday. And I was a journalist for a few years. I won prizes and garnered compliments. But I burned out turned my back and never went back.
Now I need to find out if it is what I really want to do. So this is a form of a journal to still my atrial flutter. I will write in it every day. It probably won't make sense. But that doesn't matter anymore than anything else I do.
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